pabowhunter
08-13-2008, 04:26 PM
ok here we go as some of you are familair with my detox story amoung some bad other things i did, i have successfully not had a drink in a few days. now in between of course i slept alot, ate very little and got extrememly depressed and still believe after how i made my wife feel by drinking and hanging out with another women i feel totally depressed and wont even sleep in the same bed due to the guilt even though she totally forgives me. well of course when i went to the hospital for my 2 day detox and was attached to that IV that bruised the piss out of my arm they sent a counciler in who was totally useless and all he did was give me a list of phone numbers for some agencies and went home. well i have great insurance blue cross and blue shield and there will only cover one counciler int his area who is not taking and more paitients for the year (Great!!!) so i decide possibly to go back to AA since i only hit one meeting before this. Well my father decides to take soem of this into his own hands since he knows a counciler that knows the counciler that wouldnt take any new paitents which didnt help all she said was i could call her with any questions and refered me to this place 1hour away which is not going to work so i tell him im just going to go AA and try this myself well he flips her preverbial cookie and kick my ass out of the house (real nice) claiming he did all this work for nothing (which he got me to the same point i was before he called) and i told him that he was so concerned the first 5 times i told him i was having a problem and he basically blew me off .... so tell me guys how do you handle this situation......... so basically i went threw detox, cheated on my poor wife and now this will i ever get a break